hello to anyone who reads my page. if you ever have a minute i'd love to talk about art. which is life.
new song i've writtenas i write with fading ink, so far has my soul to sink, watch me devil i will not blink.
i hear my demon's whisper, "i've come from hell to feed you well."
do you wish me savor this despair and wrath i feel towards myself
should i be grateful for this regret?
may i never lie again, may i never speak again, may i never give myself away
like a subject to be tested, i handed myself over to be ripped apart
that i may pour my spirit as summers cry so i never disappoint you again
come civil spirits hear my mortal thoughts
i inhale a whiff in the dark
i see a gleam, a shadow's spark
a horned crown he placed on my head
"you are the lying sister," he said, "the seething queen"
he whispered satan into my ears and i received more than took in
i swallowed whole and let the poison words seep into my bones
as i write with fading ink, so far has my soul to sink, watch me devil i will not blink
i bite at which there is nothing left
no matter the wind i cannot pluck the weed of my intent
what beast was
I have no exciting stories to tell. Just songs.[La Dispute- He Is Here And He Is Not Afraid.
i've had this song on repeat for days]
we move by instinct, darling
let our eyes like lepers drive
the doubters from our homes and
into the bottom of the sea.
and we speak in signals, darling
let our smoke
stitch pictures, let us
twist in patterns, dull the horror
of a city still on fire.
for we are like medics
by cyanide with bleeding fingers.
let us suffer
and we move like lovers,
let me run my fingers down your side
and kiss you right below the eye.
we sleep with shadows but
we never give them bread.
horror, dress yourself in shame
or i will tear a hole in you, you harlot.
burn your eyes,
(i will hold your white-washed bones unto the sky and scream
"oh god, if you are there,
i hold this body to your judgment--
give it your wrath or your mercy.
but please pick wrath.
i've been alone here. i've been afraid, my dearBut I guess you understand man, we had no choice
I'm tired of fighting with the hands I've been dealt
so I take the cards they deal me
I keep my protest on the inside of my mouth
When you looked at the light, did it hurt you
like it hurt me?
"But he somehow keeps smiling in spite all of that,
while I keep finding ways to push the good out for the bad
Oh, how selfish of myself to always say that it was more than I could take,
like it was pain I could not shake,
like it could break me with its fingers, throw my body in the lake,
and I would slowly sink away
but the Truth is it was sorrow that I made and would not face.
See, I keep falling for the future after tripping on the past.
And I am always tearing sutures out to make the anguish last like it defines me.
Or reminds me I've found comfort in my suffering
and uncertainty in happiness and death,
because what's next is such a mystery to me.
I am terrified of all the things I feel but cannot see."
Patreon Rewards Archive I'm currently making a living out from my patreon by sharing my PSD, video, tutorial and other resources for a bi-weekly donated if you are interested in supporting me and helping me produce more content while getting special perks, please check my Patreon!
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Artist Yoga and Fanime!
I was up past midnight doing "Artist Yoga", aka frantically organizing prints for Fanime (at the San Jose Convention Center)
I'll be in the Artist Alley at table 1603 from May 27th -30th doing more "Artist Yoga" and bending backwards trying to grab all the prints lol. Come by and w̶a̶t̶c̶h̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶ ̶p̶a̶i̶n̶ say hi!
(That's my 100 gallon aquaponics system in the background and a giant origami fish on the wall named Fat Louie...)
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Pandora's Lesson Zero
Now in 3-D, for all your nightmare inducing needs! Lovingly rendered by artist :iconNorbert-N-S:, or Meowraa on tumblr. Original source here: http://meowraa.tumblr.com/
The 'FNAF Sister Location' Anti-Hate RantOK, so everyone should have seen Scott's new teaser by now.
I was not going to write about this originally (so forgive me for rushing this journal), since I figured that literally everyone knows about the news by now, but the way people are announcing it and reacting to it disturbs me. I thought we were better than this, but I guess not.
Literally everywhere I go today, everyone I've seen is spamming memes like and saying that Scott is milking the series and beating a dead horse. Even people who have "left" the FNAF fandom and have decided to pop back in just to put in their discouraging, even hating, opinions. It's so bad, that I feel people are hating JUST because it has become cool to hate, as some kind of herd mentality.
Well guess what? It doesn't matter what anyone thinks! Scott is clearly going to do what Scott is going to do! The amount of hate th
Updates as of October2009: Missing Halloween's story was created. Discontinued.
2010: Attempted to rework in 3D. Failed. Discontinued.
2013: Revived and started the animation production. Didn't reach Halloween. Hiatus.
2014: Resumed and held a contest. Didn't reach Halloween. Hiatus.
2015: Resumed. Missing Halloween didn't miss Halloween!
For the past month, me and Negyek were hard at work, day and night, to finish Missing Halloween. Later on, Procrastacat and VenBright were hired to give various voices for the ending scene. All of these are, of course, paid jobs, thanks to my Patreon supporters.
By November 29, the animation is officially done. All 8+ minutes of it.
JUNE 2,000 points GIVE-AWAY! Hello my friends! I know you were waiting for another chance!
There will be 2 winners in total:
Here come the rules! :
1- Make a NEW journal featuring this one with the title "2,000 points Give Away by SeviYummy"
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5k watchers raffle! openi just hit 5000 watchers! it's such a big number. //o//
thank you so much for watching me! i'm really thankful for everything. ;;v;;
so, to celebrate i'm going to host a raffle!
one lucky winner will receive a chibi from me!
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