hello to anyone who reads my page. if you ever have a minute i'd love to talk about art. which is life.
new song i've writtenas i write with fading ink, so far has my soul to sink, watch me devil i will not blink.
i hear my demon's whisper, "i've come from hell to feed you well."
do you wish me savor this despair and wrath i feel towards myself
should i be grateful for this regret?
may i never lie again, may i never speak again, may i never give myself away
like a subject to be tested, i handed myself over to be ripped apart
that i may pour my spirit as summers cry so i never disappoint you again
come civil spirits hear my mortal thoughts
i inhale a whiff in the dark
i see a gleam, a shadow's spark
a horned crown he placed on my head
"you are the lying sister," he said, "the seething queen"
he whispered satan into my ears and i received more than took in
i swallowed whole and let the poison words seep into my bones
as i write with fading ink, so far has my soul to sink, watch me devil i will not blink
i bite at which there is nothing left
no matter the wind i cannot pluck the weed of my intent
what beast was
I have no exciting stories to tell. Just songs.[La Dispute- He Is Here And He Is Not Afraid.
i've had this song on repeat for days]
we move by instinct, darling
let our eyes like lepers drive
the doubters from our homes and
into the bottom of the sea.
and we speak in signals, darling
let our smoke
stitch pictures, let us
twist in patterns, dull the horror
of a city still on fire.
for we are like medics
by cyanide with bleeding fingers.
let us suffer
and we move like lovers,
let me run my fingers down your side
and kiss you right below the eye.
we sleep with shadows but
we never give them bread.
horror, dress yourself in shame
or i will tear a hole in you, you harlot.
burn your eyes,
(i will hold your white-washed bones unto the sky and scream
"oh god, if you are there,
i hold this body to your judgment--
give it your wrath or your mercy.
but please pick wrath.
i've been alone here. i've been afraid, my dearBut I guess you understand man, we had no choice
I'm tired of fighting with the hands I've been dealt
so I take the cards they deal me
I keep my protest on the inside of my mouth
When you looked at the light, did it hurt you
like it hurt me?
"But he somehow keeps smiling in spite all of that,
while I keep finding ways to push the good out for the bad
Oh, how selfish of myself to always say that it was more than I could take,
like it was pain I could not shake,
like it could break me with its fingers, throw my body in the lake,
and I would slowly sink away
but the Truth is it was sorrow that I made and would not face.
See, I keep falling for the future after tripping on the past.
And I am always tearing sutures out to make the anguish last like it defines me.
Or reminds me I've found comfort in my suffering
and uncertainty in happiness and death,
because what's next is such a mystery to me.
I am terrified of all the things I feel but cannot see."
Kastraz's 1,500 POINT RAFFLE GIVEAWAY!! [OPEN]I haven't been able to do much art at all lately (anime con prep, finding a kitten & figuring out what to do with her, etc), and there's a lot of people waiting on trades/requests, commissions for me right now so as you can tell, I'm still quite busy...
So um, I'm gonna give back to you guys in a way that's possible for me right now
Plus a lot of you said on my last poll that you want more giveaways so here you go!!
1,000 Points [Points]
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500 Points [Points]
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ADOPTABLE 100 THEMES CHALLENGEYeah. I don't like the other one. SO HERE WE GOOOOOO!!!
2. Think pink
3. Chocolate kisses
4. Crisp apple
14. Sun conure
26. Candy floss
32. Bumble bee
40. Peanut butter jelly
45. Orange sherbet
50. Tea and cake
73. Aquafresh toothpaste
DARPG Personality Maker RNGTo Use:
For each category simply open up random.org and put 1 in the min section and the max number given next to each category in the max section and hit generate. Do this with all or only some of the categories, if you don't like what you get you can always re-role.
Works best if you add multiple quirks and fears.
:iconLivid-Star: :iconMeg006: :iconKique7:
Base Personality 1-50
1. Lazy: I don't focus. Being a couch potato is more appealing.
2. Energybomb: ZIP! ZOOM! WEEEE! I'm hyper active and that means I'm really hard to train and getting my attention will take a lot of patience. I will need a lot of activation to tire me out.
3. Snob: Hmmpft…You're not good enough to command me .
4. Bipolar: WOO I'm focused! I'm happy! I'm annoyed and refuse to do anything you tell me.
5. Nervous: I heard something out there…I'm pretty sure I heard something…*perks ears and stares intently*
6. Dumb: Remembering all of those commands and obstacles is hard. You'll have t
ALL Next Gen Fun Facts!This is fan made!
All Next Gen Fun Facts! :iconwoootplz: Everything from my previous fun facts journals as well as some new ones are in here I probably won't make any more new Fun Facts journals. Instead, I'll just add them in here and let you know if there are any updates (if they are worth mentioning of course) I'll probably add more to the younger characters later since I'm still developing them. HOLY FRICK THIS JOURNAL IS LONG!
If this journal in particular is too long, you can look at these kinda shorter ones that narrow the characters down by category
Main: Royalty: Side: Children:
Valiant goes by "Lance"
Valiant's love life isn't very successful even though he's kind, charming and handsome. He's been out with quite a few ponies making him seem l
30 Day Art Improvement (Hell) ChallengeI originally posted this on my Tumblr blog, and since it seems to be popular I thought I'd challenge people here.
30 Days of Art Improvement Challenge
Are you tired of feeling like your art just isn't improving? Do you want to do a 30-day challenge that's actually useful? Welcome to 30 Days of Improvement Hell.
I made this because I've been feeling super 'blah' about my art these days, and I needed something to kick-start myself. Who wants to do this with me!? Start now or whenever you can (now you procrastinators!). Challenge yourself and have fun at the same time!
Tag your posts with #Improvement Hell (more for Tumblr posts, but I suppose you can do it here too) so everyone can follow along and see each other's awesome artwork.
What are you waiting for? START!
Self-Portrait - Introduce yourself Draw a figure using a reference - link to reference Draw a figure that's in action, using a reference - link to referenceDra
The 30 Day Character Development Challenge~![Stole off someone's facebook]
1.) Describe your character's relationship with their mother or their father, or both. Was it good? Bad? Were they spoiled rotten, ignored? Do they still get along now, or no?
2.) What are your characters most prominent physical features?
3.) Name one scar your character has, and tell us where it came from. If they don't have any, is there a reason?
4.) How vain is your character? Do they find themselves attractive?
5.) What's your character's ranking on the KINSEY SCALE?
6.) Describe your character's happiest memory.
7.) Is there one event or happening your character would like to erase from their past? Why?
8.) Day of Favorites! What's your character's favorite ice cream flavor? Color? Song? Flower?
9.) Who does your character trust?
10.) Can you define a turning point in your character's life? Multiples are acceptable.
11.) Is there an animal you equate with your character?
12.) How is your character with technology? Super savvy, or way behind the time
How to Make a GemsonaI get this question a lot and I thought I'd share where I get my inspiration. Watching this will ensure that your gemsona will come out perfect
Dirty Little Secret. (Claude Faustus X Reader)Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
(Y/n) squirmed under the demon's grasp. Her brightly and thickly slathered red blush across her cheeks didn't help in this situation either. The black haired man smirked widely, his glasses sliding a bit down the bridge of his nose. "(Y/n)...why are you so afraid?" He asked oh-so-sweetly, making her (e/c) eyes lock with his crimson ones. "Y-You're a s-s-sadist, dammit..." She huffed and looked to the side, just as the creature made from Satan himself leaned down so that his lips met with her cheek.
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't want to play
You are the only one that needs to know
The (h/c) haired girl gulped a bit. Him being a demon was enough...but being intimate like this? It frightened her a bit. He never looked at her during the time that she worked, and only spoke to her if he needed a chore done. What was this? Did s
Pony Price ListGeneral Commission Info Hat Pricing FAQ
All plushes are minky with applique eyes and cutie marks, unless otherwise agreed upon.
"Starting prices" are listed for all types of plushes. "Starting prices" are defined as the price for the most basic pony of that kind. I start from my base pony price and add charges according to how difficult the character is to make. Design elements that add complexity such as difficult or multicolored manes, body markings, and modifications to the basic pattern will add cost. For a full and amus