me and sheour fingers intertwined looked mighty fine like the colors of chocolate and white wine laced together in the back of a van going down a hill the color of her shirt and the beat of my heart i remember stillwe were two puzzle pieces that didnt fit togetherwe didnt have all the right parts, they said we were too similair, but it was nice to have a lover that was familiar so we took a safety pin and poked it through our skin and latched ourselves together yeah it hurt but we made it work and the blood that dripped found little seeds that sipped that burst through rotted ground and we created melodies out of those flowers that made the most
Author's noteThey are the descendants of Destery Kadmon, son of King David."When your days are fulfilled and you rest with your fathers, I will set up your seed after you, who will come from your body and I will establish his kingdom. He shall build a house for my name, and I will establish the throne of his kingdom forever. I will be his Father and he shall be My son. If he commits iniquity I will chasten him with the rod of men and with the blows of the sons of men. But My mercy shall not depart from him, as I took it from Saul, whom I removed before you. And your house and your kingdom shall be established forever before you. Your throne shall be est
burning like leprosychurch monster, show the world god's sovereign grace;kill what you can[three nails and a cross]kill what you can.i say there is grace in the steeple collapsingno love is sent on airplane wingsthough she heaves blood.tear the demons from my dreamsyes it's fear but it's a fear that understandchurch monster spread your poison.
y-yyou're such a strange dreamthis,thisisthecryinggame.you,youareacowardforrunningaway.now,because of yyoui love someone as if drowning
leech...someday...as[stop it]long[wake up!!]as[please wake up]we're[why?]alive.[a lie..]
walking with the elder deadnighht-mare gods you feed my diseaseswe have lost our reverence and we've lost our purity sovereign grace has poisoned uslove has changedgiven up without a fight learn the words they say reciteyou killed the flowerthat blossoms in the nighti have so many faces im so tired i wont lasti ripped out my eyes trying to learn how to see you.starving with dreamswhat silence creates "lose yourself for a moment with me and be free"can you smell my fear?i will know my demons names conquer them fight my coming salvation this is my holy waryou said goodnight and left me wide awakei-i dont feel so good don'
what happens here stays hereif i'm a danger to myself just think what i could do to you
you're so lovely when you crylost in flight pretty desperateshivering and cold [h-havnt eaten in days]shh little brother dont tell anyonethey cant know iim sick and waning terrified of gainingto feel emptyis to feel invisible. i i cant breathe through it allfeeling so easy love the hunger this pain, it never gets old make me skin and bonesi cant remember the last time i've seen my own eyes or the color of my skin do you know what it's liketo feel ugly all the time?cover the mirrors to hide from the monster i see the hybrid creature staring back at me.i dont need your help i've done just fine by myselfthis is whatt i wantt
self-destructionthey say the body's a templei choose to sacrificedevilsspeak angelsweepat my secret appetitesa crack in the heart where the poison spills ini will suffer so you wonti will suffer so you wontmy heart starts reacting my soul starts collapsingim dancing with fire again im burning im bleeding the parasites are breeding it's me versus me versus themsometimes i sit and ask myselfwhathavei become?something's t-taking over messomething'stakenoverme.
oh, so surrealshe plays the part of the prey, she plays the part of the meat."pprove to mee i exxist"she's got a pen, a fist that no one feelsaand i swear by my sin- loving soul [i-i'm nott paranoiid, ddont fuckinng ccall me crazzy i i ssee youur eeyes, hearr thhe drripping demmons, thhey knnow youu fuckking liie]now this silence, clanging inside my headnever feeel, empty people, empty steeplesif there was a god above,he'd have let me die instead.
you try being fucking uglyi wish i didnt knowwhat i knowi wish i could pretendlike they do.if i could,i wouldsmileand forget.there are some things thatpeople just shouldn't see in lifeoh sweet goddess of narcotics on my knees i prayjust give me one more dose..and make it all go awayymakemecompletelynumb and dumb[jjust nndumb mme dowwn]tired of being tired sick of being sick tired of being tired sick of being sickjust as well they never seethe hate that's in your headdon't they know they're making loveto one already dead?tell me what would you do what you do? if he had done that to you.what would yyou do
i can never lose itwhy show your pain to someone who does not understand?there's noairto breathe.beat the voices outout of us.never allowed to obtain the power of faith left in the water,i'll drown
Painstaking.ly Process.ed"I'll write this all down for you," I said, "I'll put it in a story."I don't know if that's what he wanted to ask me, but it's some-thing everybody wants-for someone to see the hurt done to them and set it down like it matters.
old testamentKing David felt his bones grow old from the hand of God weighing down on him.it hurts to find outnothing is truly minethat i have nothing
eccelesiastes 1:2"city glorious and the mansion incorruptible danced host to the unknown Psalter, waltzing as he strummed and played a lamentful tune, passing through."
Timetime is a runner never ceasing if you wish to have a word you must spot him and jog beside, ready to sprint at any time.Time grabbed Child's Heart and held her in an iron grip as he continued running; running; running
My lovely tomboyShe had never seen the sun never wanted a word from anyone how will i rest my head?gotta choose tell me what my choice isi get caught up on the day to daywhat i really need is a simple place
Cyan"you really loved him, didn't you?" Belial gazed at Murmur from the side. She watched him look down at his hands;"there's no such thing as love." Belial's heart seemed to deflate and sink like a balloon, she didn't know why. "but i...." Murmur turned his eyes to the blank wall in front of him, "miss him." He spoke quickly, as if those words were food that had given him a bad taste and he wanted them out of his mouth, out of his mind. as if it hurt to say something so soft. He winced."I know I'll miss him forever." Belial nodded even though she had no idea.He still wasn't looking at her, barely conscious of her presence.
BravelessNewWorld"saver the day" said the narrator, "with card games and pallor tricks" that day, the sun wasnt too bad and there was a cool breeze that stopped by every few seconds to caress a girl who stood waiting by a broken telephone booth on the side of a back road called "xross," which traveled all the way from DDMMYYY to uPTin and had narrow alleyways that were sequestered and hidden from any light seeing eye. val waited patiently for them, watching cars that looked even sketchier then she did, drive past for about seven minutes until the two mediums she was expecting arrived. andrew, who was holding what looked like a pistol-sized water gun, looked
the children rawI had a dream a plane made out of rib cages and earrings bombed our house. flying over large and loud with silent noise, like whales. Our one house seemed to be a whole town I was the only one who survived everyone was dead, except me. out of the smoking chaos and shifting rubble my father's old bible was the only thing left the bible he said was so old it was signed by jesusha. ha. i carried that bible away from the remains of our house but it burned my hands demons followed me with hungry mouths like i was carrying a sack of meat the devil rolled a die, i was being used to settle one of his bets god himself pointe
Pti want to be so lightand freethat i can dancebetween raindropsinadownpour
empires foundedshe wished she had her drums to play for them so they could understand how she felt inside
fizz-ing diagnosisand in the morningi will press down on your scarto make it hurtto wake you up
they dontknowwhat they startedjust to hold you like i held you, pressed like a rose between my fingers pressed like a rose between my fingers or like stones i keep in pockets meant to weigh me underwater.and you went to keep me underwaterto keep me underwater.these scars will fade away but never disappear, my dear.we'll raise our fists like lightning to rods to god andif he strikes us down,then he strikes us down.but first, let him hear us speak:we are like the legacy of thunderstorms we watched and swore in doorways,"we will never be the same again."i can feel you healing and i hate it (like a harpist without hands you only bang the stringsyou use
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