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a labrynith built beneath the
Preaching to a demon huh?...
you're one messed up angel.
child-like in its purity
so much that it hurts.
a night which would have driven
even an angel insane, you.....
And so as not to be ashamed of one's name
one works very hard to make this "worthlessness" deadly
So this is hell then.....
my true self, i am my own creation, i am self-made
Whatever is it that is calling me....
will it all be made clear here?
What should I do
I can't exactly ask for help anymore!
At a time like this...
maybe someone will come and rescue me again...
hah I'm dayy dreaming about impossible things again.
i've tried not to ask for protection, i know i dont deserve it
bbut sommetimes iit sslips myy miind tto rremember
im; im crying for comfort im longing for some normality
It's almost like a dream
here at the ends of the world...in this god-forsaken place..
why are you here?
whom are you crying for?
This is the scream of the monsters
a place that i once feared
The funny thing is, Sorrow lived.
After a little over ten minutes of getting shocked back, she breathed again.
Deep, sudden and ragged....but breath.
And breath meant life. And slowly, they brought her back, she opened her eyes and looked around, focusing on the faces staring at her with mingled shock, relief, left over worry and disgust.
Sorrow took a sweeping look around the hospital room and when she realized what had happened,
she didn't cry and say sorry. She didn't go on to say how she needed help.
sorrow screamed. a terrible throat-ripping scream she couldn't hold back
She threw her head back and thrashed on the bed, "NO! NO! NO!!!!!"
The nurses called for help as they tried to restrain her, her family retreated to the corner of the room, frightened and wishing they had never tried.
White suited security guards rushed in and fought against sorrow in a struggle to tie her to the hospital bed.
She shouted and yelled herself hoarse, "I-I....I DIDN'T WANT TO WA
i've left me no choice
i've got nothing else to bring
i....i'll never stop searching for my unseen beauty, must be hiding in my bones
am so scared
i'm so scared
and you're not seeing
waking up with a scream from a drowning dream
and you're not hearing
yyou ddon't hhear tthem?
never once been beautiful
"not all that matters" ?
yes it is
i'll make up for it
you you'll see
i feel like all you sheep
are laughing at me
look at my tongue looking for a message
god must be dead or not as great as they say he is
[i'll get revenge i'll get revenge i will be avenged i will be avenged]
i'm either, either or must be sleeping
stuck on repeat
starving myself empty
open wide look inside
my autopsy, what do you see?
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