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me and sheour fingers intertwined looked mighty fine like the colors of chocolate and white wine
laced together in the back of a van going down a hill
the color of her shirt and the beat of my heart i remember still
we were two puzzle pieces that didnt fit together
we didnt have all the right parts, they said we were too similair, but it was nice to have a lover that was familiar
so we took a safety pin and poked it through our skin and latched ourselves together
yeah it hurt but we made it work and the blood that dripped found little seeds that sipped
that burst through rotted ground and we created melodies out of those flowers that made the most beautiful sound
we would play these melodies of creativity and sex like a strategist moves his piece across the board and plays chess
i dont know will i burn it hell for being myself?
can i help it if my tears are not what you expect?
i cant help it if what comes out of my eyes is gasoline and shame
i dont mean for them to drip from my chin and fuel th
Author's noteThey are the descendants of Destery Kadmon, son of King David.
"When your days are fulfilled and you rest with your fathers, I will set up your seed after you, who will come from your body and I will establish his kingdom. He shall build a house for my name, and I will establish the throne of his kingdom forever. I will be his Father and he shall be My son. If he commits iniquity I will chasten him with the rod of men and with the blows of the sons of men. But My mercy shall not depart from him, as I took it from Saul, whom I removed before you. And your house and your kingdom shall be established forever before you. Your throne shall be established forever." - 2 Samuel 3: 12-17
The promised sons of David;
the forgotten sons of God's chosen king
they are the reincarnations of corrupted Angels.
Completely cut off from the rest of the tribe of Israel, they roam on their own.
Conquering the lands around them.
their army, the strongest known force to be reckoned with in all the world, they
burning like leprosychurch monster,
show the world god's
kill what you can
[three nails and a cross]
kill what you can.
i say there is grace in the steeple collapsing
no love is sent on airplane wings
though she heaves blood.
tear the demons from my dreams
yes it's fear but it's a fear that understand
spread your poison.
y-yyou're such a strange dreamthis,
because of yyou
i love someone as if drowning
walking with the elder deadnighht-mare gods you feed my diseases
we have lost our reverence and we've lost our purity
sovereign grace has poisoned us
love has changed
given up without a fight
learn the words they say recite
you killed the flower
that blossoms in the night
i have so many faces
im so tired
i wont last
i ripped out my eyes trying to learn how to see you.
starving with dreams
what silence creates
"lose yourself for a moment with me
and be free"
can you smell my fear?
i will know my demons names
my coming salvation
this is my holy war
you said goodnight
and left me wide awake
i-i dont feel so good
don't feel justified
sweet messiah of paper
i bring you my sacrifice my offering
dont go dont leave!
it's so much darker without you here
you're so lovely when you crylost in flight
shivering and cold
[h-havnt eaten in days]
shh little brother
dont tell anyone
they cant know
iim sick and waning
terrified of gaining
to feel empty
is to feel invisible.
i i cant breathe through it all
feeling so easy
love the hunger
this pain, it never gets old
make me skin and bones
i cant remember the last time i've seen my own eyes
or the color of my skin
do you know what it's like
to feel ugly all the time?
cover the mirrors to hide from the monster i see
the hybrid creature staring back at me.
i dont need your help
i've done just fine by myself
this is whatt i want
just like everything, is slowly going, everything i once held dear
my hands are getting just too shaky to hold
hunger hurts, but starving it works
need to find my sanctuary s-someplace safe
gotta get this out of me
this is my escape
and if i feel god judging me
ill look into his face, straight into the lie
as i commit suicide,
self-destructionthey say the body's a temple
i choose to sacrifice
at my secret appetites
a crack in the heart
where the poison spills in
i will suffer so you wont
i will suffer so you wont
my heart starts reacting
my soul starts collapsing
im dancing with fire again
im burning im bleeding the parasites are breeding
it's me versus me versus them
sometimes i sit and ask myself
something's t-taking over me
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