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me and sheour fingers intertwined looked mighty fine like the colors of chocolate and white wine
laced together in the back of a van going down a hill
the color of her shirt and the beat of my heart i remember still
we were two puzzle pieces that didnt fit together
we didnt have all the right parts, they said we were too similair, but it was nice to have a lover that was familiar
so we took a safety pin and poked it through our skin and latched ourselves together
yeah it hurt but we made it work and the blood that dripped found little seeds that sipped
that burst through rotted ground and we created melodies out of those flowers that made the most beautiful sound
we would play these melodies of creativity and sex like a strategist moves his piece across the board and plays chess
i dont know will i burn it hell for being myself?
can i help it if my tears are not what you expect?
i cant help it if what comes out of my eyes is gasoline and shame
i dont mean for them to drip from my chin and fuel th
burning like leprosychurch monster,
show the world god's
kill what you can
[three nails and a cross]
kill what you can.
i say there is grace in the steeple collapsing
no love is sent on airplane wings
though she heaves blood.
tear the demons from my dreams
yes it's fear but it's a fear that understand
spread your poison.
y-yyou're such a strange dreamthis,
because of yyou
i love someone as if drowning
walking with the elder deadnighht-mare gods you feed my diseases
we have lost our reverence and we've lost our purity
sovereign grace has poisoned us
love has changed
given up without a fight
learn the words they say recite
you killed the flower
that blossoms in the night
i have so many faces
im so tired
i wont last
i ripped out my eyes trying to learn how to see you.
starving with dreams
what silence creates
"lose yourself for a moment with me
and be free"
can you smell my fear?
i will know my demons names
my coming salvation
this is my holy war
you said goodnight
and left me wide awake
i-i dont feel so good
don't feel justified
sweet messiah of paper
i bring you my sacrifice my offering
dont go dont leave!
it's so much darker without you here
you're so lovely when you crylost in flight
shivering and cold
[h-havnt eaten in days]
shh little brother
dont tell anyone
they cant know
iim sick and waning
terrified of gaining
to feel empty
is to feel invisible.
i i cant breathe through it all
feeling so easy
love the hunger
this pain, it never gets old
make me skin and bones
i cant remember the last time i've seen my own eyes
or the color of my skin
do you know what it's like
to feel ugly all the time?
cover the mirrors to hide from the monster i see
the hybrid creature staring back at me.
i dont need your help
i've done just fine by myself
this is whatt i want
just like everything, is slowly going, everything i once held dear
my hands are getting just too shaky to hold
hunger hurts, but starving it works
need to find my sanctuary s-someplace safe
gotta get this out of me
this is my escape
and if i feel god judging me
ill look into his face, straight into the lie
as i commit suicide,
self-destructionthey say the body's a temple
i choose to sacrifice
at my secret appetites
a crack in the heart
where the poison spills in
i will suffer so you wont
i will suffer so you wont
my heart starts reacting
my soul starts collapsing
im dancing with fire again
im burning im bleeding the parasites are breeding
it's me versus me versus them
sometimes i sit and ask myself
something's t-taking over me
oh, so surrealshe plays the part of the prey, she plays the part of the meat.
"pprove to mee i exxist"
she's got a pen, a fist that no one feels
aand i swear by my sin- loving soul
[i-i'm nott paranoiid, ddont fuckinng ccall me crazzy i i ssee youur eeyes, hearr thhe drripping demmons, thhey knnow youu fuckking liie]
now this silence, clanging inside my head
never feeel, empty people, empty steeples
if there was a god above,
he'd have let me die instead.
Swapped - Chp. 1 - Start of It All“Alright guys,” Lewis sputtered out in between gales of laughter, “I think we need to end it here for today.”
“Agreed.” Duncan said, barely able to breathe, “For our health.”
“Byeee guys!” Simon sang out, causing them to laugh even more as the slowly turned off all their recording devices and powered down their computers, finishing up another hard day of work recording hole diggers.
“Okay guys,” Lewis called out at the top of his voice, “That was good. That was really good.”
Simon, still laughing, shook his head. “Not good.” He managed to choke out, “Great. Awesome. Perfect.”
Duncan shook his head as well. “Simon’s right Lewis, that episode was bloody brilliant. The fans will love it.”
“They typically do...” Lewis nodded. “Hey, was anyone actually recording when I managed to get myself killed though? I sorta... paused it a bit.”
Swapped - Chp. 4 - A Dream That Changed it AllXephos was dreaming too, but not about Minecraft. He dreamt of a town. No, bigger than a town, a city! Technology everywhere, cars, and people walking... It was the biggest city he’d ever seen in a long time.
He was walking, looking around, unsure of why he was dreaming of this strange place tonight. Typically dreams were of his home world, of his past, the life that he left behind for the new one he has now. Though this city did resemble something like the one on his planet, maybe it was. Who knew?
Suddenly the terrain started to change, about halfway through the city. It turned into a much more familiar environment, he was... back in Minecraftia? But that made no- oh well... it was a dream. Better to go with it and not ask questions, right?
Suddenly though, coming his way was... himself? “What the-”
He- the other Xephos, stopped in place, prompting him to do the same. “Who are you?” One called out to the other.
“I could ask you the same question. W
Swapped - Chp. 3 - Taking Hold“Whoa buddy, you okay?” Duncan asked when Lewis sat down at the table they were at. He looked sick, pale(er), eyes slightly glazed over, looking like he was hardly able to keep himself awake.
Lewis shook his hand in the air. “I’m fine.” He did admit to himself that he didn’t feel 100%, not since he left Yogtowers, but he didn’t want to worry his friends. He’s probably just a bit stressed out about work and everything.
“Okay then, but if you feel like you need to leave, please do, you don’t need to stay here just for us.” Simon said, putting down his cup of tea.
Dinner went by slowly, dragging by like it was doing it’s best to say, “Something is wrong...” and slowly but surely, Lewis began to feel... worse. What had started as a simple fatigue was now a raging headache, so bad he could barely look up. “Lewis...” Simon said slowly, “Lewis come on, we need to get you home right now, you l
Swapped - Chp. 2 - I Want FreedomXephos had just sat down in one world when he was suddenly forcibly wrenched into another. He glared, not that there was anyone to see, and tried to fight it as his body began to walk about of it’s own will, he couldn’t resist. He could hear the commands in his head, tiny, snakelike whispers, ‘we’re going left now... now we’re going to fly... here... cobblestone again... testing a new texture pack...’
“What the hell...” He said out loud, again there was no one around that could hear, “It’s a texture pack? AND WHY AM I TESTING IT FOR GOD’S SAKE?!? I have more important things to do! We never stopped Israphel! Hole Diggers Inc. is nowhere nearing completion! There’s too much shit to do-”
‘Hm... don’t like that. Sandstone?’
“Yes...” He seethed, “Fucking YES, sandstone will look PERFECT for this build.” Xephos groaned as this voice commanded his body to do i
Swapped - Chp. 5 - Awakening (updated)Xephos looked around the strange room before he slowly pushed the covers off him and got out of the bed, sitting on the side of the mattress. “Where…. the hell am I?” He ran a hand through his hair, pushing it into it’s swept back look. The windows in the room were open, letting the light in. Slowly standing, his legs shaky underneath him, he walked over the the window, gripping onto the seal to keep his balance. “Oh… my god…” Xephos’s mouth fell open some, his eyes wide as he looked at the city before him… the city that he dreamt of last night.
-Beep beep- -beep beep-
Xephos whipped around at the sound, his hand reached over his shoulder where his sword would have been, but it wasn’t. His gaze fell on the nightstand, where there was a small square device, it’s screen was lit with things appearing on it.
He slowly walked over to it, on constant alert in case something jumped at him. Reaching out at arm
Community Service (GT): Chapter 3Elio’s POV
After tidying up a bit, I turned back to the small human lying on my pillow. I had tried to distract myself from the small, unconscious girl by cleaning but I obviously failed. Her presence weighed in on my mind, and I couldn’t push it away any longer. I gave in, kneeling beside the bed to examine the small, young human. She looked like a girl’s doll, so limp and life-less against the white cotton of the pillow.
I felt my chest clench in a strange way—the “doll’s” face looked so realistic, so perfectly detailed. I could see the creases in her clothes, her scarred flesh. Kneeling down beside the bed, I found myself slowly moving closer to the figure, until I could see the stitches in her shirt, the way her eyes flickered underneath her eye lids. I was acutely aware of the way my breath made the miniscule strands of hair flutter slightly. Never before had I felt so huge, so massive. I held my breath, feeling like a giant as I st
Rise of the Republic, Chapter 1 'Halved'Chapter 1
As the echos of pony trots could be heard from within the dense forest around them, the Whiteout Tomb moved hastily along the road of mixed mud, dirt and melting snow slush. Their breath was thick, moist and warm against the thin, cold air. Small, hazy specks in the air lightly kissed the soft, fine fur of the three ponies, walking along side the forest path. The pony leading in front of the other two was a light tan, bleach blonde and light green haired mare. Her horn was decorated with a silver tangle of swirls, and among the swirls dotted small finely cut purified emeralds. She bares a small overhanging cloak that covers her shoulders, attached to that is a hood, which covered the rest of her angelic face. Her clothe, spun of an evergreen color, the rims laced with gold. A silver piece clasped a green leaf ornament, of which bore the same swirls and emeralds as her horn, held her low hanging cap i
Anna's memories about her brother death
Anna was 16 years old when Van Kleiss killed her family and then Rex immediately decided that she should be with him, she told that she his childhood best friend and Rex help her. She was in Providence a while and was upset. Anna decided write a letter to her brother.
He's a archaeologist, 20 years old, he have the same brown eyes and the same hair color as Anna's, and bangs too. Aleksandr was gentle and clever, he love her sister.
He was in Egypt. But when he read a letter, immediately went to her.
Anna was walking, wait her older brother.
He noticed her.
"Anna!" He run to her.
"Brother! I'm missed you." She hugged him.
"Me too... Are you ok?" He asked.
"Heh, not so... I would cry if I said... You know."
"I'm should be with you... I am so sorry..."
"I glad to see you, brother." She hugged him again
Kidaxreader part 2After school you catch up to Kida “Hi, I’m (name) you seem like a funny guy so I wanted to-“ Kida gets on his knees and throws his arms out toward you “oh, my goddess, your curves are those of perfection and you skirt shows off the glowing skin of your thighs.” You blush and blurt out trying to change the subject “I was going to stop by the sweets store to get some pudding, want to come?” He stands up smiling, holding out his arm. “Gladly my lady.” Too embarrassed to put your arm in his you just walk and he walks beside you starting to make jokes and inform you of the things that are happening on campus. When there, he buys you a vanilla pudding cup, you apologize to him for forgetting that you had no money. The two of you eat the pudding while talking and when done he looks at you with a smile “What do you want to do now?” You think, putting your finger on your lip. “Want to play video games at my place?” Hi
Author's noteThey are the descendants of Destery Kadmon, son of King David.
"When your days are fulfilled and you rest with your fathers, I will set up your seed after you, who will come from your body and I will establish his kingdom. He shall build a house for my name, and I will establish the throne of his kingdom forever. I will be his Father and he shall be My son. If he commits iniquity I will chasten him with the rod of men and with the blows of the sons of men. But My mercy shall not depart from him, as I took it from Saul, whom I removed before you. And your house and your kingdom shall be established forever before you. Your throne shall be established forever." - 2 Samuel 3: 12-17
The promised sons of David;
the forgotten sons of God's chosen king
they are the reincarnations of corrupted Angels.
Completely cut off from the rest of the tribe of Israel, they roam on their own.
Conquering the lands around them.
their army, the strongest known force to be reckoned with in all the world, they
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